My relationship with my mother as a child to becoming a adult. No affection, love shown or given by my mother. Felt like a Unwanted child, given no love and no care and attention, just left to my own devices all the time by my mother. Unfilled longing for my mother’s love and attention and … More Coming to terms with fears buried deep inside of me from my childhood, with the help of a psychotherapist.
I thought I would tell you about my Vipassana experience, witch I hope would encourage you to try it. Going threw life trying to work out what will help you and what doesn’t while on this journey can be quiet hard. Who can help and who just wants your money. Its quiet a difficult prose’s. … More Vipassana Meditation What A Wonderful Experience.
Dear my beloved, I truly love you. I recognize you in this experience as my Girlfriend, and I love you. I sincerely apologies for not seeing your beauty; your crying out for love and compassion. I recognize that we may have had many, many experiences together; and it is time that we move forward instead of … More Forgiveness and My responsibility to healing past relationships
I have broken through a barrier, a self-imposed barrier of fear, That held me back from taking the steps I am taking now. These steps feel strange, new, uncertain and exciting. Fear based existence is no longer in operation for me. The relationship I have with fear is rather different. I am the witness not … More Broken free to let me spread my wings.
Fear how crazy is it to look deep inside and finally see all the fear I have been holding on to. Finally talking back my power. A whole lifetime of allowing other people to take my power. I didn’t care about my heart. Always thinking about the other person before my self. See my intuition … More Fear and its hold other us.
Realizing now after extensive reading and learning a twin flame separation is something that can’t be avoided and is meant to happen. It was obvious at the point of meeting we weren’t ready for each other. The reunion was UN explainable and strong in nature. We weren’t ready for each other. I.E we weren’t in … More Twin flame separation this is a time for me to have my own healing, spiritual growth, recognize my lessons and just be the best version of myself.
I am Dean Willis and I am a great person. I am loyal, respectful, Loving, Caring, intelligent and it doesn’t matter to me what other people think about me. I don’t have to make other people like me or love me because I all ready love my self. I am confident and irresistible to other … More Note to self.
The week prier ended strange. Still confused with what happened, but quickly realized a few days into the week it was meant to be at its end. I learned what I did from it and realized quick that talk is all they will ever do and ego is at play, Also with underlined anger and … More life purpose and understanding.
It feels strange to look at thinks with different eyes. It should be easy for us to look at every think that is positive. Yet my brain would always head towards the negative, always looking for some think to go wrong or even coursing it to go wrong, with out realizing. A blueprint of failure … More The positive coming in and around me. We just have to look at live in a different way.
I wouldn’t say I am completely there yet but I do feel a difference in side my self this week. My brain is back to productive thinking and less fearful on that front. I feel since I added other thinks in self love is starting to a pear. I don’t want to get into much … More A definite change inside my self.